November 04, 2003 - 8:09 pm
today was from hell. i was nothing but a retard all day (in it's most childish meaning). i don't think i was dumber ever. ever. it took me forever to code a template and then because of certain restrictions, things i was doing just didn't work out, so that meant going to my original html code (already a mess) and making an even bigger mess. i almost had a panic attack. obviously, i am not making a good impression on my new boss. when i got home, i was nearly in tears and the panic still lingered. and is still lingering. fuck. i'm also feeling that both my jobs are in jepoardy. i dunno. i'll probably regret this entry tommorrow.