February 08, 2005 - 9:35 pm
we finally sold our van today, so now i have a nice windfall in my ING bank account and i don't know what to do with it. part of it will be going into our "future" account (which is code for "down payment") and i will buy an rrsp by the deadline in march....but i think i may have to re-think my thoughts on a new computer. i was planning on souping up my g4 with a new graphics card and a new cpu, but that just seems like a lot of extra work and money for something that is pretty much a dinosaur. this pretty dual 1.8 looks tempting.
work is going okay, but i'm not loving my job. i'm really starting to wonder what it is that i really want to do? hello, i am 34 and i still don't have a clue. i can't be a web designer for ever and i don't know where to go from here. why can't it be obvious? why don't i have passion for one thing? i'm such a flighty girl and it's difficult to see things clearly. gah!
i need some clarity.