January 19, 2004 - 8:24 am
yesterday i met my exboyfriend for a drink. he's totally fucked up. i couldn't find anything of why i used to love him or even like him, for that matter.
i remember that when he dumped me (you can see the first entry of this diary for details), i felt totally fucked. but it didn't take me long to get over my feelings for him. an amazingly short time actually considering that we dated for over 4 years.
i feel sad for him, but he's gotta take control over his own life.
it's weird seeing someone i was so close to mean so little to me now.