September 04, 2002 - 12:27 pm
has my resolved thinned down to a layer of veneer? no. at least i don't think so. i haven't looked for a job yet today. but it's not that i'm not motivated. i am feeling sick. i feel awful. i feel like i'm hungover and i am so not. my life has taken an unexpected detour and it isn't unpleasant. it's actually kind of good, in a secretive way. but it's also bad in the kind of way that i am keeping it a secret from everyone i know. aaaahhhhhh! i'm pained!! i'm not good with keeping things inside!
thanks to andrew who left the best drunken message on my answering machine last night. i now have his sweet texas twang captured and can listen to his kick ass message whenever i want to. press 9 to save message. indeed!