July 31, 2002 - 12:28 am
cornelius just showed up at my apartment uninvited. he scared me. he was very intense and it freaked me out. he told me he had daydreams all day about me and how he wanted me to go to california with him on a trip. he spoke with such urgency that i asked if he planned on kidnapping me. he said, if that's what it took, he would. i was beyond nervous. not really for me, but for him. he was so freaked out. this was not the cornelius i knew. i am drunk. i came home drunk and i didn't expect cornelius to show up at my apartment uninvited.
i'm shaken. i will not open my door to late night visitors anymore.