July 28, 2002 - 11:37 am
i'm feeling something akin to something and it's making me nervous and fearful as all good things can make me feel. i'm giddy and scared as shit. i'm put in an awkward position and i'm not sure how to act/feel/be. i feel strange when someone likes me, as i'm afraid they'll like me too much without really knowing me and then somehow, they will be disappointed. blah. blech. fuck.
so i will just roll with it. i'll be true rock n' roll with things and take risks and be different. so i'll listen to this song over and over and it makes me feel better but not at all certain.