April 26, 2002 - 12:11 p.m.
i can't remember how long it has been since i've felt so horrible. i sleep constantly during the day and at nights i toss and turn. the hum (more like roar) of my refridgerator is getting too much for me to take. i can tell that i'm partially sick. i've got the flu. but there's more to it than that. i've got no energy. i know i've got to take control of things and make an effort to change my life, but right now, i'm not up for the challenge.
monday for sure.