April 23, 2002 - 8:36 p.m.
i'm outta school and lookin' for work. not too seriously, mind you. yesterday i did lots and felt good about things. today, i rode my bike in the sunshine and ate a late breakfast of bacon and eggs with cornelius. it was nice. we have big plans. we're gonna start a company (of course, isn't what all kids outta school wanna do?) and during our breakfast we worked out some details. i'm pretty excited. i don't think it will become a viable enterprise for a couple of years but we'll keep working on it and we can only hope for the best. we're also planning on starting a web magazine (i hate the term e-zine), so i'm excited at all the possibilities.
for the first time in my life i can actually feel some sort of hope for the future. i've got to make things work for me. it's a big realization. i've always let things carry me along. i've always drifted without much direction. but now i feel hope. i did alot of work this past year. i've accomplished alot too, both personally and otherwise. i'm finally growing up. yup. spring is in the air!