October 25, 2001 - 3:31 p.m.
tonight is the stereolab show which i won't be going to. i could feel sorry for myself and blame my not going to the fact that they will be there. but i won't. i'm not going cos i'm short of cash and can't afford a ticket.
what about the pernice brothers show on sunday. eric's trip. the shins. will every show be an indie rawk minefield? will i constantly have to watch where i go, which show to see? i dread running into them. what will happen once i do. it's bound to happen. why is vancouver such a small town?