2001-10-22 - 1:18 p.m.
this is my very first journal since i was in grade school . i'm kinda excited. well, kinda.
things suck right now. my boyfriend of 5 years has dumped me to start dating a girl at his work -- a girl who he is completely in love with. funny, i thought he was in love with me. it came right out of the blue and hit me like a speeding truck. yow! i'm still reeling from the blow. it's so hard cos i love him so much. i thought that he was the "one" and now i feel like a fool. it happened last month and i still feel like dying. when will things get any better?